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OMG!!! If it isnt one thing its another!

OMG how much can one person take!! My first goal after kelly is well is to find a new PCP!!! I asked them when i went in to verify they sent in travel referal if they sent in travel for me as well and was told I had to contact insurance..after speaking with insurance today I was told no the PCP had to send it in so back on phone with PCP and they said it had to come from dr guess what dr is off today we have to fly tomorrow! Figures they screw up plans..so now i have to figure out what i want to do..originaly i thought id be covered by insurance with one round trip..id be covered going there..be there for surgery and the day after surgery when im sure everything is ok come home be here with zak and then day before he was to come back home go back up there and fly home which be covered by insurance. Now that cant happen that way cause of my wonderful pcp (sarcasm)! So what to do now do I stick with original plan to come home day after surgery and pray flight home is ok for him. Or do I trust everything will be ok with zak here alone til kel gets out of hospital (nurse said on average it would be monday) Zak is old enough to be by himself he is 15 but do i really want to leave him alone for almost a week. I mean he is alone but yet he isnt alone our landlord is on other side of the laundry room door our house is a garage turned 2 bedroom apartment if anyone can picture that and they said they would check in on em often..and i know i can trust he would behave himself. I also have another friend who will be checking on em n bringing em to her house for dinner (even tho i will have several meals prepmade for him) omg what do i do! i dont know know what to do! it seems like one thing after another!! im open for opinions..private message them please!

The Reality of weds

Ok so this is my first blog. Ive had so much in my head! The reality of how close weds is truely comming to light! I have faith everything will be ok however im still o so very worried. Im worried about my husband im worried about my son cause he is so worried about his dad! The severity of this surgery is in my head at all times! Im hoping that this will allow him to feel somewhat normal again tho he will never be the same. it scares the crap outta me that they have to stop his heart for the entire surgery. I think that would scare anyone whos loved ones goes thru this! But i have to keep telling myself that he will be ok and that its gunna help him. he wont have to lay here and still be in pain and out of breath!