The Reality of weds

Ok so this is my first blog. Ive had so much in my head! The reality of how close weds is truely comming to light! I have faith everything will be ok however im still o so very worried. Im worried about my husband im worried about my son cause he is so worried about his dad! The severity of this surgery is in my head at all times! Im hoping that this will allow him to feel somewhat normal again tho he will never be the same. it scares the crap outta me that they have to stop his heart for the entire surgery. I think that would scare anyone whos loved ones goes thru this! But i have to keep telling myself that he will be ok and that its gunna help him. he wont have to lay here and still be in pain and out of breath!